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Since I haven't posted on DA since the news... I had to rush back to China last week for a death in my family. Only today did I manage to get fairly regular internet access, and I can't reach Facebook or Twitter at all, and of course my phone's Data is turned off. Being so cut off from my usual communication methods is making this difficult situation feel even more heavy on my heart, and even though I'm with my entire family, I feel lonely and lost. I don't know how to really talk about this. The only way I can post besides DA is on Instagram For the next week or two, I'll mostly be posting there.

instagram.com/yayahan
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ArwingXL Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Professional Filmographer
Don't be so hard on yourself.

You're with the people gave you your first steps, so there's no point in feeling lost and lonely. It should be familiar and nastalgic. Get back to dorking around with the rest of us on dA once you sort those things out.
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BatmanBeyond75 Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012
I normally don't write. But I am a fan who would like to say to you that I am deeply sorry to hear about your loss. You are in our prayers and hope you will be okay. And may you have a great New Year despite your loss.
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Ashlen-Rose Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I am so sorry, my condolences. We are all here for you <3
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MaineKaiza Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012
my deepest condoloscences, i hope that u will except my prayers for u n ur family, and as long as u have DA u have ur fans :)
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DV8PHOENIX Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012  Professional General Artist
You have my deepest condolences for you loss, Yaya.
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clayartist2001 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012
My sympathies and prayers to you and your family. This is one of the hardest things any family has to ever endure, and being there for each other helps to manage the grief until it reaches a bearable level. Family is more important than anything.
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jamesgiacobe Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012
I'm sorry for your loss.... hang in there kiddo
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TechieWidget Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012
I am terribly sorry for your loss.
My condolences to you and your family.

My grandpa passed away 11 months ago after suffering from pancreatic cancer for 4 years, and I know how it's like. Stay Strong.
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DraxxusK Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012
You and your family are in my prayers.
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ssaffr01 Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2012
Sorry, to hear about your family. You have my prayers.
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RAWRenu Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2012
Stay strong, Yaya! <3
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soachin Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm sorry for your loss and I know your family and close friends will be there for you. I know, you're a strong woman and you'll get through this, Yaya. -hugs-
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Ouca Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I'm sorry to hear about you loss, take your time to heal. We loyal fans shall wait until you get back ^^
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tdilove1234 Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Stay strong :(
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ChildofthyNight Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012
Keep strong and prayers to you and your family to keep going in this world and make it through this rough time.
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00ACE00 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I send you many hugs and I'm sorry to hear about your loss. Stay strong. ^^
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kinglouie1982 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012
hey no matter what you know you have people who you can talk yo here, facebook instagram or anywhere else you have social connections....sorry about your loss and i hope things besides that go well while on your stay in china. love your family and celebrate the life of your loss family member beause they would not have wanted you to mourn them.

take care,
Jonny Ducati
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Anastas2002 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012
Go do what you need to do. We shall still be here.
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Blackmist42 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012
Thinking of you Yaya in this trying time and sending some love.
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redadder515 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My condolences. :(
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AshytaFang Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012
I'm sorry for your lose. *hugs*
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phantomsox Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012  Student Artisan Crafter
I'm sorry for your loss, but I'm glad you got to know someone who was worth caring about and being sad about the passing of. If that makes sense. Which I'm not sure it does.
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Centurion77 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012  Student General Artist
I'm so very sorry to hear YaYa. My prayers and blessings go out to you and your family. I and the rest of our interpersonal fan love may not feel or be what you need but I'm sure that there are many of us who appreciate you for the person who you express to all of us even in your trying times. You are a shinning light and inspiration to many the world over, take your time to mourn and disconnect for however long you need. We fans will always be here waiting.

May it be well with you YaYa.
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mramirez84 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
My condolences to you. I don't agree with you feeling unconnected but okay. My best wishes to you and your family.
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Jeff175 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012
My condolences to you and your family on your loss.
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Leonidas666 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I had a death in the family this week too... my sentiments. Hope you're doing ok.
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Basoar Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I am very sorry to hear of your loss. I truly am.

Do not worry about keeping us up to date on anything until you get back and are able and ready to do so. Right now the most important thing for you to do is to focus on yourself and your family.

We will always be here for you when you return.

My thoughts and my prayers are to you and your family.
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AnalexBeetleBum Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
My condolences, love. Life is a journey, and all journeys have an end. It can be unexpected, but all we can do is celebrate the time that was spent with us and cherish the memories that we carry. Those we love live on within us, within our hearts. Remember that in this difficult time and know that we all love and support you. I know that I don't know you personally. Hell, we only met briefly at Otakon this past summer. But I feel for you, as do so many of your fans. I hope that some of that gets through to you. Be strong. If you want to talk, I am here. <3
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TheAscendedHost Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012
My condolences to your and your family. Take your time and come back to us when you are ready, and remember that we are all here for you in this time of sorrow.
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CD-B2 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
My condolences.
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eepalmas Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012
My Condolences Miss Yaya. =(

But keep in Mind All the Good Memories. =)
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NocturnalHouse Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
very sorry to hear about your loss Yaya, I experienced a very close death 2 years ago and it definitely helps to be able to communicate. I've also lived in Shanghai so I know your internet issues too well!

Everybody handles these situations in different ways, just do what feels natural to you.
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lopezheavy Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012
I know how you feel, I'm very sorry for your loss.
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stormshadow07 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm sorry for your loss. My sincere condolences.
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BriggenGerda Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Sorry for your lost in the family
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nana-aznhalfie Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Student General Artist
My condolences to you and your family. You are such a great role model, stay strong & it will all work out <3 All your fans when they saw your message on Facebook about your hiatus were sending their support. Personally, when I've dealt with the death of a family member, the best way to heal is to celebrate the life they did have & the fact that all your family is there together for their love of that family member.
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LadyAltara Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012
Oh Yaya, I am so sorry for your loss! I hope you have a safe return home soon, and don't worry, it will get better <3
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Psycho-Livo Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012
My condolences for your loss Yaya. Hope you and your family get through this difficult time and stay strong. We're all thinking of you.
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Coillote Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
我希望一切顺利,为您和您的家人。
我最良好的祝愿与你同在。
慰问。
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PunkyJunky Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Be safe.Be strong.My best wishes and condolences for you Yaya.
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USSteele Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012
I am very sorry for your loss, especially as it comes during the Holiday season. Keep your head high, take things one day ata time and take comfort, love and support from your family and friends around you. :hug:
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AnaMaria88 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist
So sad for the bad news... try to be strong!
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SnowyYuki25 Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I apologize for the lost of a family member; I hope they rest in peace. I also hope you find peace in your life as well.
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fire-spirited Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012   Digital Artist
Sorry to hear that. Stay strong.
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EwokJedi Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I am sorry for your loss.
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Katharsys73 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012
My deepest condolences. God be with you and your family.
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Xpuk Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm sorry for you loss.
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RayvensEye Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012   General Artist
:hug: Sorry for your loss.
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RBMenace Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012
Sorry for your loss. Stay strong through this difficult time.

A few of us in Middle TN have gone through this last year. I lost my father in July of last year, then a friend of mine lost her father a month later. Then we heard about Ryan Jones (Mid Tenn's 10th Doctor) passing just days before GMX V.3.
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ZazMan Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012
Sorry for your lost, sending you warm thoughts
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